Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Pretense of Love

I look at my past life in the new age bullshit of Love and Light and Ascended Masters and Shaktis and mahavidyas and so on and so... If I can stop myself from throwing up I will forgive...

Cool Motherfuckers! Pretending and controlled and Silent
Walking in this world ignoring the world
We called it Love
We called it Real
Walking in this mess, in silence
That was my walk
Pretending,
That by being "POSITIVE" all will reverse

So I go into forgiveness, the forgiveness of all the people that I perceive have created my present self.
Investigating every thing that has happened.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to become preoccupied with the ideas of samadhi, the tantra, empowerment, dakinis etc

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